Unrequited

Clouds line a deep blue sky
The wind drowns a supressed sigh
The heart bleeds with a drunken care
The world around seems so unfair
Unpleasantness surrounds me now
A fool, infatuated- I don't know how
"Stability sucks" screams a bitter inside
But these scary feelings, I sure must hide
An ego drips from a conditioned soul
Don't look at me as if I'm foul
Turn the pages of destiny
And somewhere halfway you shall find me
Conscience plays a dual game
Poof!There goes the hall of fame
The innocence of that angel face
Lets the hatred in your heart showcase
The only one I've ever known...
The sheet of pride off me has blown
I pick the pieces to carry on
The girl inside me just breaks down
I move along on the beate track
And rush like hell, to get my love back...

Nicotine

Breathe deep,

Are you really here or is this some heady dream

I'm rising, faster than ever,

Dizzying heights

Angelic flights

Nicotine,

Running through my veins ever so swiftly

Arousing emotions, so exquisite

Lightening quick

smooth and slick

Touch and feel,

Drops of rain tantalizing the senses

You and me, amidst a sea of green

Your smell on me,

So heavenly

A swift wind,

An embrace so strong, seems like a meeting of souls

Nature's flavor, distinctly yours

Sounds of silence

Senses intense

Smoke,

Cigarettes to pacify the fiery passion

Beads of sweat on your forehead

And a divine iridescence

Chemical essence

A desire to dissolve

Blend in the air that surrounds you so close

Smile and float and soar

Sweet nicotine

And what has been..